Crying
Dying
Bleading
Screaming

Clawing
Trying
Starving
Not sleeping

I want it to end
I want it to end
To all go away
To leave

~The Way It Has To Be~

I want you to love me like I love you
But I know it will never happen
So I’m going to forget about you
I know I said I’d wait forever
But the truth is I can’t
I’ll still always be here for you
But that’s because we are friends
I already need you too much
And when you leave for a month
I’ll be such a mess it will be pathetic
I won’t let myself look weak
Because of another guy…
And I can’t take what you do to me
You heal my heart so quickly
Yet it shatters even more then before
When I’m forced to go home
And I have to wait another day to see you
I know you won’t mind this
You probably think its better this way
I’m not sure if it is…
But I am sure it has to be like this…



Lihtsalt ilus...

Crying in the Moonlight

Every night
I sit and I stare
At the photo of us
And the rest of our team
I try so hard not to cry
But those tears always escape me
The moon shining bright
The stars alight
Crying in the moonlight

IngOfYou

can't stop crying, drinking, thinking
about you
all i know is i can't live
without you
every song reminds me
of you
of what we had, what i did
to you
my heart, it only beats
for you
crying drinking thinking ofyou

Her life...

She stares into the mirror...
Trying her best to figure out who the girl in the mirror is...
She's crying...covered in tears...

Her body is shaking...her lips are quivering...
Her eyes...God, her eyes...
Green with jealousy...envy...
Red with anger...
Blue with sadness and sorrow...

She falls to the floor, sobbing...
Break down.
The fifth one this week...and it's only Wednesday...

Her happiness?
It comes and goes...
Her smile?
A fake.
A lie.
At night...she prays...
What can she do?
She's so damn confused.
She'd love to go to bed peacefully...but a picture...words...scar her memory.

Her arm?
Damaged. Not because she wanted to...
Her body?
Numb. She feels sick.
Make it stop...

How can someone so weak as her...
Take in so much pain and sorrow and...still stand?

She's been broken.
Something she thought she would never feel...
She's been replaced.
Something she thought woud never happen again...
She's been rejected.
Something she thought was impossible...

She's lonely.
She's upset.
She...wishes...he could see..

She wishes he could see
See what she sees...
She wishes he could feel
Feel what she feels...
She wishes he could hear...
Hear what she hears...

She wishes he could be placed in her shoes...
How would you like to have the emotions she has to feel day after day?

I'm sorry...for everything...I am...

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